Monday, November 8, 2010

New York City Marathon Race Report...





























Okay, all suspense aside, this will be my last blog post. I've given it a LOT of thought and for a variety of reasons I think it's the right time to wind the blog down .

Rather than continuing to blog about myself, I'm going to take a "back seat" and my plan is to read and comment on others blogs and keep connected with all my blog found friends through twitter.


For any that have contributed to the Training Payne Party Fund and feel they didn't get their monies worth, or want the beer and cigar back that they bought me, drop me an email. My customer service staff will be glad to handle your full or partial refund. Just like Wal-mart, no questions asked.

Or, if you've always wanted to donate to the Training Payne Party Fund and buy me a beer and or cigar, or give more, now's your chance.

Now, from this point on, pack a breakfast, lunch and dinner, this post is a long one. You may need all week to read it in chunks and get through the videos.

I started this blog November 12, 2007 as Alice, Reid and I drove to Philadelphia for the marathon. It was my final event of the year after losing 50 lbs earlier in the summer doing triathlons and running races. My goal was to finish under 4 hours and I did a 3:58:44.

Fast forward three years and it's now Nov 8th, 2010 and Alice and I travelled to NYC for the marathon. So many wonderful things have happened over the last three years. My life has literally transformed, and the beauty is I can always look back those 1034 blog posts and relive every minute of it.

I've also experienced so much in those three years that I can always draw strength from it. No one can take away what I've accomplished and when I hit future road blocks I know "nothing's impossible".


With that said, on to the good stuff. In short, this visit in New York City for the marathon was the BEST time I've ever had in New York City. Which means a lot. I used to go there for business, with some pleasure trips in between all the time.

We drove to and flew out of Buffalo Friday afternoon. Other than a huge Customs line up at the border and making it to the airport "just in time", the flight was uneventful.

This was the first time I ever used Priceline.com to "bid for" and book a hotel. We lucked out and I'm going to use them all the time from now on. We got the Millennium beside the United Nations. Of all the NYC hotels I've ever stayed in, this room was the best.

They put us on the 36th floor, two floors from the top. The view was spectacular with unobstructed views of the East River, the Williamburg Bridge, the Empire State Building, the Chrysler Tower and the City landscape.

The first thing we did after checking into our hotel was head to the Jacob Javits center to pick up my race kit. When we got there it was 6:30 pm and registration was to close at 7 pm.

It was the perfect time to go, it wasn't overly busy and we "flew through". I spoke to others that went earlier in the day and they said there was LONG line-ups and it was slow moving.

Until I showed up at the registration and expo, I didn't have a good understanding of "how large and prestigious" the NYC marathon is. Immediately, you first notice it is one "huge" logistical event.

I've got to say, the minute I walked into the Jacob Javits center to register, I felt out of place. Everywhere were runners and here I am a triathlete and I felt I was "crashing" their event. If it was just a regular marathon that you didn't have to qualify for, I may have felt differently, even though I earn the right to be there.

I started as a runner. I run all the time as part of my training. I enjoy running. With that said, I don't look at myself as a runner. Triathletes even look different runners. Most of the people that I could tell run often were "slight or skinny" in build and even their "heads" looked thin and some had that "skeletor" and even somewhat "unhealthy" look.

I don't want to make this part of the post sound like triathletes are superior to runners. I don't believe that. My point is just to illustrate the differences I felt between a major running event and an Ironman.

The major difference I noticed at the event expo when people were buying race imprinted clothing, was the energy. Runners are somewhat friendly, yet stay to themselves. Many were shopping alone. It's not as "family oriented" and as electric as an Ironman expo.

Before the start of the race, as I was waiting in my bib coloured village, I hung out with the wife of a multiple Ironman finisher. She's a runner and has even run a 3:10 marathon. She has also been to three Ironmans and agreed 100% with my assessment of the atmosphere differences between Ironmans and marathons. She also said that if she could get over her fear of biking, she'd love to start doing triathlons.

During the registration process I had some questions and I'm not sure if they were volunteers or paid help, but everyone was very knowledgeable and helpful. Another difference with the NYC Marathon that I've never seen with any others is "the amount of rules".

I guess with all the people and incredible logistics required to get everyone to the start line, they have strict rules about when and where you need to be. If you mess-up, you are out of luck and will not race. It makes sense, the race is the largest marathon in the world and this year I heard they had 48,000 runners and had over 125,000 people apply to get in. It has an economic impact of $250 millions to New York.

The selection and design creativity of clothing at the expo was a little disappointing. Very standard running specific training wear. Unlike the Ironman which has lots of very cool stuff. Alice and I each got a top, but it was more of a "we really should get a piece of clothing with the NYC Marathon logo on it" as opposed to "wow, this is cool, I gotta have it".

Again, with all that said, it was still a very good expo. The one thing I noticed "throughout" the event was the amount of "non-English" speaking people. It really added to the "International flavour and scope of the event". A few times throughout the event I went to ask someone something and they didn't speak English.

Once we dropped my registration and clothing stuff off at the hotel it was around 8 pm and that is when the fun really began. Earlier in the day, just before I had a couple of beers at the airport, I made a "line of scrimmage" decision, "to care more about having fun than performing well at the race".

My thoughts were the NYC marathon is "a victory lap". Although qualifying for Boston would be cool, it wasn't a priority. Even when I qualified for NYC, I didn't know it until afterward. It was never even a goal and I only registered for it to experience what others had said is a great marathon.

Before we got to New York, I was a little concerned about our hotel location, we were on 44th street and 1st avenue. Being somewhat on the"fringe" of the City, I thought we would have to do a lot of walking to get to any fun places. I was WRONG!!! DEAD WRONG!!!

When Alice and I go to New York, we like to go with no plans. We're not theatre people and the best times we've had in New York is when we just walk around and stop at places in a serendipitous fashion.

Our first stop was to carbo-load at a nice Italian restaurant. The service was great in the beginning and dropped off a little at the end. I don't think they are used to replacing Amstel Lights so quickly.

Our next stop was just around the block at Muldoon's Irish Pub. It was too much fun. Alice and I eventually saddled up to the bar and started talking with the young bartender Shane, he was direct from Ireland.

The drinks keep pouring and eventually I asked Shane if he had four friends that wanted to help me with my "beer marathon". Twenty six beers in twenty six miles. I don't think he could believe I was having so many beers only two sleeps before the marathon and wanted me to come back the following night. He was going to bring some friends to party with us.

Before the end of the night I gave Shane one of my new "Live Yourself to Death" business cards, he loved it. I then asked a Black Guy who came in the bar with his 17 year old son if he could help me out with four friends for my "beer marathon" aspirations. He couldn't and before I left our conversation I gave him an "LYTD" business card.

Eventually Shane's shift ended and we decided to leave. Along the way, we opened the door of another bar, looked in, it was full of rugged looking barfly's and stunk like mold. We stepped three feet inside, turned around and left.

On the street corner we bumped into a guy named Joe Baldwin and a group of girls that were part of some performing group from Chicago. By this time, Alice and I had each probably set an all time PB on the party level scale, we were feeling NO pain.

We asked the group if they wanted to join us as we were moving on to our next adventure. Unfortunately, they couldn't. I think it was something about having to get back to Chicago. Before we left, I gave Joe one of my "LYTD" cards and he gave me one of his.

Our next stop was just one block around the next corner at "The Perfect Pint". In one word, it was "AWESOME". It's the BEST pub I've EVER been too. It was late and there was maybe 20 people left in the bar and it was still rocking. The music was blaring and the energy was fantastic. There was young and old alike partying. Very New York crowd.

I knew we were at the perfect place when I asked for an Amstel and they asked if I wanted a bottle or "draught". I thought, "WOW!!! Amstel on draught? That's unheard of, yes please!"They brought me my beer in the most beautiful Amstel glass I've ever seen. It was a footed pilsner glass and with a gold rim.

Immediately after I had my first beer I hid the glass in my inside jacket pocket. After I finished the second beer I too put that glass in my other inside pocket. There was "no way" I was leaving this bar without those glasses.

When the young Irish bartender brought me my third beer, I showed him the glasses hidden in my jacket and told him I was leaving with these and he wasn't stopping me. He laughed and gave me the thumbs up. He was smart, it only works to his advantage when I leave, he knows he's probably going to get a nice tip, which he did.

I can't express how great the Perfect Pint was, it easily topped Muldoon's, which wasn't easy. Even the food was awesome. We ordered a late night snack of Buffalo wings and fries. The wings were easily the best I've ever had. They were huge and tasty.

We ended up leaving at around 4 am and the bar was still going. I guess the Perfect Pint doesn't close until the last person decides to leave and we weren't the last. You gotta love New York.

I tend to always have a good time where ever I go, but this night was special. It was "too much fun".

The next morning I woke up just before noon and saw my two beautiful looking Amstel glasses staring at me. Whenever I look at those glasses, I'll never forget "the best night we've ever had in New York".

Surprisingly, I didn't feel too bad when I woke up. We decided to walk down to Times Square and then over to Central Park to find a rendezvous point for after the race. I was given great advice by Chris Baker that trying to find your loved ones is near impossible after the race. The crowds are insane.

Along the way we saw the shooting of a movie, someone said it was called "Man on a Ledge" and it was literally a man stories up on a ledge with an airbag below. We were hoping we'd get to see him jump. It was really cool to watch how they were filming it with the different cameras coming off the building.

After a mediocre lunch that they gave me for free because it was poorly cooked, we walked to Central Park. I made one bad mistake, I wore my street shoes. Up until now I've been wearing "flip flops" and my feet weren't yet adjusted to my shoes. My right baby toe started rubbing and I could feel a blister coming on. Not good when you have a marathon to run the next day.

We scoped out the park and the finish line. Along the way we saw a women wearing an Ironman Kentucky finishers jacket and having "major fun" with her friends under the 26 mile marker. At first she was taking a photo carrying her friend on her back and then for some reason a few of them were lying on the ground posing for more pictures. All I remember was the laughter and people walking by and wondering what these crazy women were doing. Typical crazy Ironman spirit.

Rather than walk, we cabbed it back to the hotel and had a blissful Saturday afternoon 3-hour plus nap. At one point I woke up and there was a documentary about the history of the NYC marathon and it's founder Fred Lebow.

Watching it really helped me get into the marathon spirit. The story was fascinating and knowing the background really added to knowing the significance of the event. It added to the overall experience.

We woke up and it was dark outside, it was dinner time. We eventually ended up at "Sparks Steakhouse" and went for a big piece of "cow".

Earlier this week, during an ART treatment, as I was lying on my back, the doctor lifted my leg in the air and caused a small rip in my two to three year old jeans. The ones Alice hates because they are so old. As I was getting ready for dinner, I bent down to put on my shoes and "rip", the jeans had a tear at least 6 inches long.

I was already bloated and have gained probably 5 - 7 lbs since Kona from less training, more food and more partying. The ripped jeans made me feel so fat. Not to mention uncomfortable. As I walked, people behind me could see my underwear, especially as we walked to our table at Sparks.

The food was okay, I was hoping for more, especially when the bill is over $200. On the way out of the restaurant, I covered my "butt" with my jacket. On the way to the hotel we just happened upon a Jean store that was near closing. The guy helping us was great and before I knew it I was in a new pair of, albeit tight, Jeans and felt like a new man.

We stopped at the liquor store and picked up some pre-race snacks. I didn't want to drink too much before the race, so I settled for a 6-pack of Amstel and 4 little bottles of "Molley's" Irish Cream. I rarely drink liquor and I don't know why, but I had the "urge" for some.

For the rest of the night, we hung out in the hotel room watching TV, relaxing and drinking cocktails. I finished my alcoholic "hydration fluids" and we got to bed around 11 pm. I was so concerned about getting up on time as not to miss the bus to Staten Island that I had a poor sleep.

I was in the first wave of three and my group started at 9:40 am. I was on the bus at 5:15 am and at the race site just before 6 am. For the next 3 hours and 40 minutes I had to wait until the race start, and it was cold outside, about 38 F.

There was some people that were prepared for the wait and cold. They brought sleeping bags, pillows and even cardboard to lie down on. The organizers had big white tents set up and virtually every inch of space on the ground had people lying down and sleeping.

I tried the sleeping thing, it didn't work for me. Even though I had a few layers on, it was still too cold. I eventually found an area to stand and then sit in and started talking to the people around me. I really enjoyed talking and getting to know the people around me, it made the time pass easier.

One guy I was speaking to had done 7 marathons. He just turned 50 years old and this was going to be his last marathon. Another guy was doing his first and he was looking forward to going to "Peter Luger Steak House" to celebrate on Monday.

The final person in our group was a women Ironman from San Francisco who had just done the San Francisco marathon a few weeks ago and had run Boston in 2005. Her self-proclaimed biggest claim to fame was being an extra in "The Bachelor" with Chris O'Donnell. She was one of the running brides who almost caught him as he ran away.

Eventually it was time to take off the warm clothes. There was 70 UPS trucks lined up by bib numbers that were transport the morning and post race clothing to the finish line. The race was a point to point. Again, the rules were "strict" and I pushed my way to the truck just to get my clothes into the truck before the time deadline.

I was going to put all my warm-up clothes in the bag and decided not to, it was too cold to part with my black long sleeve "Suck it Up" shirt. Even though I know I'd have to take it off just before the gun went off and discard it, never to see it again, it was a trade off I was prepared to make. I figured I could always order another one with "Suck it Up" on the front and "Live Yourself to Death" on the back.

The process was to put your pre-and-post bag in the trucks by 8:10 am and then we had to get into our corrals and wait for the 9:40 start. Luckily along the way, I was able to get a green garbage bag that I wore over my shirt. Even then I was still cold.

As we got to the start line for the final 30-minute wait, people were discarding there clothes for charity. I discarded mine and the 31-year old Ironman's wife I hung out with until the start did the same. In less than 5 minutes we decided to pick up someone else's clothes and wear them, it was too cold not to. I lucked out and found a blanket.

I had NO IDEA the New York City marathon had so much waiting time. I didn't even know it had three waves starting at 9:40 and then every 30 minutes thereafter. I didn't even really read the athletes information until late last week and assumed the race was going to start like most at 7 am and booked my return flights accordingly.

Based on thinking it was a 7 am race start, I originally booked our return flight for 2:35 pm. While I was waiting for the race to start, I called Jet Blue and changed our flight for 4:59 pm and even that was going to be tight to make.

At least I knew I was hydrated, I probably took 4 pees before the race started. I had to go so bad 30 seconds before the gun went off, I peed between two buses that were set up to be one of the corral walls. The officials were trying to keep people from peeing and at one point I got chased from a bush, pre-pee, with an official with a camera phone taking photo's of guys that were peeing and their race numbers. Those must have been some funny shots, with their wieners hanging out below their race number. I escaped in the nick of time.

I can't tell you how much I wanted this race to start so I could just start running to warm-up. The gun eventually went off and it was less conjestion than I thought it would be. There was three start lines and each runs a different route, eventually blending together at the 4-mile mark.

Almost immediately we ran over the Venrazzano-Narrows Bridge into Brooklyn. Our group was on the second level in the shade and with the wind blowing across the bridge, it was tough to warm up. The bridge is over a mile long and I was so looking forward to getting off it and into the sunshine. The one upside of the day was it was sunny with a blue sky.

From the beginning I felt good and was running well. It was hard to know my pace, being on the second level of the bridge knocked out my GPS. When I emerged from the bridge I reset my Garmin and was running around a 7:17 per mile pace. It felt comfortable, although my heart rate was around 155-160 for most of the running portion of the race. About 10 bpm than I would have liked.

When I went for my pee before the start, I lost sight of the girl I'd been talking to for almost two hours, I think her name was Christina. She was shooting for a 3:20 and I eventually caught up to her and passed her around the 5-mile mark.

Around the two mile mark of the marathon, the crowds grew large and were amazing. For about 80 - 90% of the race they lined the streets and were two to three or more people deep. It was crazy. Over the entire course there must have been a million or more people. I was listening to music on my iPhone and even at the highest level, for most of the race couldn't hear the songs that were playing due to the crowd noise and bands playing along the way.

Never in a million years did I imagine the size and never-ending line of the crowds. That alone was worth the experience of running the NYC Marathon. In a way I wished I was better trained and not so mentally burnt out from doing 4-Ironmans this year so I could have enjoyed and taken in the sights and sounds more.

For the most part, mentally, I just wanted the race to be over. I was running well and passed the halfway point at 1:40:09 and figured I was running perfect to finish just under 3:30 and qualify for Boston. Then around mile 16 the lower part of my outer right knee ligament started to hurt slightly.

I slowed down to an 8:00 minute per mile pace. For a "split second" I wanted to stop and quit, I didn't want to injure myself and then had flash-backs to my DNF in China and remember vowing I'd never quit a race without medical personnel taking me off the course.

I kept going as best I could. Eventually by mile 19 I was done, my knee was bothering me more, and with almost a month off of intense training since Kona, my ligaments and joints had obviously weaked.

Rather than get down on myself, I justified it. Since Kona I'd only run 8-times for a total of 98.49 kms with my longest run being 22.20 kms. I'd also been suffering with a buttocks / hip injury. Only a week and a half ago, it was so bad I almost pulled out of the race. I felt no disgrace in finishing slower than I hoped.

Justifyably, my body wasn't prepared to run a marathon and I was a little upset I didn't see that beforehand. Again, for a "split second" I thought I should have "withdrawn last week and done it next year when I was ready". Then I snapped myself out of it.

I said to myself, "What? It was worth coming to New York if for nothing else but the AWESOME time Alice and I had together. That alone I wouldn't want to trade for the world. Now snap out of it and no matter what, you're going to finish this race and get that medal. No regrets".

For the next 7-miles I walked. My knee wasn't in pain when I walked. Every once in a while I'd try to run, but after about 100 - 200 yards my knee would hurt and I'd stop. I rationalized it by saying, "you're an Ironman and this race means NOTHING. You had an outstanding year, qualified and finished Kona and you have "nothing" left to prove. This race is just your victory lap".

Walking the New York Marathon is not easy. Other than the Hasidic Jew section of Brooklyn and bridges, the roads are lined with people cheering. When we ran through the Hasidic Jew area, I didn't see one person cheer or clap and it seemed they were more "pissed off" they couldn't walk from one side of the street to the other.

If there is a group of people that look or dress more ugly than the Hasidic Jews, I've never seen them. As I was running through the area, all the men and women wore the same clothes, down to the panty hose on woman. They were the kind of panty hose my great grandmother use to wear, more like a leotard. I can't imagine the clothing stores needing much of a fashion selection, other than size.

I decided to walk more in the center of the road away from the crowds. I wanted to be in my own little world and was somewhat embarrassed that I was walking, especially when your very noticable wearing a captains hat.

The pleasant part was when I was walking near crowds they were very supportive and non-judgemental. Instead of saying, "come-on pick it up you can do it", they were cheering, "your in the home stretch, you're almost there", especially in Harlem.

It was really cool to "walk" through Harlem. Although the crowds weren't as large, they had great cheering spirit. It was a lot nicer looking community than I thought it would be and the people seemed nice, many were video taping the race.

I was lucky enough to get video interviewed before the race. My Captains hat drew the attention of a videographer hired for the the post-race video and he interviewed me for a few minutes. It will be interesting to see if I get on the post-race DVD. That would be cool.

The one thing about Harlem, is they have the greatest music and bands playing. Not to take away from Brooklyn, but Harlem's music has "soul". Once I started walking, I figured I better make the best of it and capture the sights and sounds on my iPhone with photo's and video. One women in Harlem was singing so good, I had to stop and capture her on video.

With 6 miles to go there was many other people walking, which makes it easier, you don't stand out as much. I was hoping that maybe I'd meet someone and we could talk our way to the finish. That was a no go. Most seemed to be in their "hurt locker" or "didn't speak English".

Other than the balls of my feet hurting from walking, mentally I felt a 7 on 10. In a perverse way I was curious to see what a 7 mile walk was going to feel like. I'm not trained to walk. I'd much rather run than walk any day, it's easier.

I think I was walking at around a 13:00 minute mile pace and doing the finish line math. At one point I thought to push the knee and finish sub 4-hours and then thought, "Why?" what difference is 10 or 20 minutes going to make in the grand scheme of things other than risking longer term injury and recovery. So I walked, and "every once in a while" would try to run until the pain started, which came in shorter intervals each time.

With two miles to go, I became verclement. I thought "Victory Lap", er walk, and started thinking of the last three years of my journey. I had flashbacks to that first race in Milton when my wetsuit was too tight and I finished 549 - 613 and how far I've come since then. Then I started thinking of my P.F.G Story and the last 10 years of my journey and I really became verclement.

Never in a million years did I think the last three years would have been as specatular as they've been. During that period of time not only did I exceed any triathlon dream goals I had, but my personal being transformed.

For a long-time, I've been wanting to get "choked up" and have a "good sniffle" as I was finishing one of my Ironmans. I had experienced that once when I finished my first Ironman in 1987 and have "pined" for it ever since.

As I thought back to my story and where I've been and what I accomplished, I started to get that tingly feeling and although I didn't cry, I welled up. It was the moment I've been waiting for and savoured the flavour. Had the crowds not lined the course, I probably would have shed a tear or two.

I finished the race and ran the last 200 meters. I was proud of finishing, especially having to walk so far. I forgot to mention that one of my motivations was knowing that Simon didn't quit this year and walked much of Ironman China and Kentucky. I was inspired by his "finish at all costs" attitude, no matter how bad he felt or how much it hurt. I was determined to do the same.

I'm very proud that I finished. Walking is far from easy, both physically and mentally. The other thing is Marathons are tough. Weirdly, I find them tougher than an Ironman and the people that run marathons are not to be "snubbed" as inferior by Ironman.

Marathoners may be different and not as "crazy" or "obsessive compulsive" as Ironman, but none the less, it is a huge accomplishment to finish a marathon. The common bond between Marathons and Ironmans is the level of pain and suffering.

The New York City marathon is actually longer than 26.2 miles. If you factor in the walking to get your gear and get out of the park it's more like 29 - 30 miles. The race ends around 62 street and I had to walk up to 85 th street just to get out of the park and then back track down Central Park West to find Alice around 70th Street then walk some more to TRY and find a cab to the airport.

We couldn't get a cab, but did get a pedi-cab who cycled us about 20 blocks to find one. The worst part of the pedi-cab ride was the discust I had afterwards when he told me the ride was $100. He said the rates went up because of the marathon.

I argued the sign had lower rates and he didn't tell us the cost before hand. He said, "you didn't ask". I was too tired to ague and had to get to the airport in 40 minutes in order to catch our flight. We settled at $70 and he wouldn't take a credit card, his machine apparently didn't work. It's guys like that that put a "black eye" on New York.

I was so discusted I couldn't speak. We scrounged up $50 and then he said he'll accept Canadian for the balance. I gave him $20 and then he said that wasn't enough. I argued that the exhange is essentially at par and he insisted it wasn't. Again, I was too tired, pissed off and in a rush to argue and gave him the last $4 american I had.

Thinking back now and after missing our flight anyways, I so wished I would have said "NO". I wished I would have told him to call a cop and lets discuss this with him and let him decide how much I should pay. To put it in perspecitve, our cab ride to JFK Airport was only $45. Oh how I wished I could get a redo with that "scumbag".

We managed to get a cab and I changed inside as we drove to the airport, which wasn't easy with sore and tired legs and very little room. Along the way, traffic was bad and making our 4:59 pm flight was going to be tight.

It was close, we would have made our flight had it not been for the Jet Blue phone agent who screwed up the flight change I called in while I waited for the marathon to start. It took the counter agent 20 minutes to sort it out and by that time our plane had left. We were lucky enough to get the last two seats on the flight leaving 90 minutes later, which ended up being delayed another 90 minutes for an engine mechanical problem.

The good news is the engine worked properly and we arrived safely and "sailed through the border", it was the first time I've never had to wait for a car in front of us. When I got home, it was straight to bed to rest my legs and catch up on sleep.

All and all, New York and the marathon was great. I wouldn't trade it for the world. It was truly my victory lap and the end of one chapter in my life and the beginning of another. The "Training Payne" journey has been awesome in so many respects.




New York City Marathon - 4:25:18

I've posted four videos today.

-The second is from last year, December 7, 2009 and was the day I officially introduced my Journey to Kona, little did I know at the time it wasn't going to happen as expected. (I found it funny to watch with hindsight).
- The third is the result of all my hard work and my Kona finishing video.
-The fourth and last is my most watched video with over 30,000 views. It's my "Triathlon Song - Motivation to Get in Shape". It is the one that I think is the most motivating to pre-P.F.G's and shows it can be done. It still motivates me when I watch it, or need to watch it











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37 comments:

ree_ti_ree said...

10 out of 10, Bravo!!

Matty O said...

I will shoot you an email later when I have time to type it up.

I read word for word start to finish. Now I have to explain to my client why I don't have his house designed... should be interesting haha.

Great post. Your NYC experience and choices made to walk the race were spot on and true Training Payne fashion. Very happy for you that you put the ego aside and were SMART during the race.

Your PFG story. Amazing. Thank you for sharing with us. I hope it does truly help at least one person out there to find a balance in their life and to understand that there is a much better life as soon as you find what works for you. Never give up.

Thank you for everything Bryan. It has been an awesome, epic year. So very glad we were able to follow and join you in your journey!!!

A suggestion for future blogging material. Post Reid's movies he makes. I love his creativity. Call it "Reid's Reels" or something haha.

OH YEAH, you will be hearing from my people. I gave a solid contribution to the TPPF and now I am cut off!!! (joking, if I find out anyone out there actually asks for their money back, I will punch them in their face and then show them the PEOPLE'S ELBOW!, you have seen what it can do to an ironman!) Take it easy buddy.

BL said...

Bryan. Thank you. One hell of a journey. I'll be emailing you later. Stay in touch. I don't have a blog, but you got my email if there is every anything I can do, if your in the Windsor area or are incline to invite me to next years "Beer Run."
You are an Ironman. But, more importantly you are a husband, a father, a son and a friend to many, and you have excelled at everyone of them, from what I have witness through your Blog.
It was one hell of a ride brother. Later, Bob.

My Boring Triathlon Blog said...

Great story. I had to stop reading half way to go swimming at 5:45 am. Interesting enough I was in Philly the same weekend in 2007 and went to the same Flyers game Saturday night and the same Eagles game Sunday.

I hope you do keep blogging, although not necessarily every day. I've learned about new and different training techniques like running 10 km and then having four beers and then running another 10 km!

Your blog also tells me what "workout ethics" are necessary to become an Ironman.

Good luck

PS: I think I got my $11.24 US worth from reading your blog everyday. Did you get it??? $11.24 Ha ha

Ironman By Thirty said...

Way to go out with a bang!

Thank you for sharing the PFG story although it was particularly hard for me to get through. I have a family member who has ruined part of his life by refusing to seek help for a mental illness. While it is often much less understood than physical illnesses, mental illness is an illness and often needs treatment. I'm glad to hear that the medication and treatment program you found worked for you.

I didn't realize you did the 2009 Steelhead until I saw your bike jersey in your Kona video. That was my first HIM - too bad I wasn't a TP reader back then.

Thanks for sharing and you will be missed. I'll keep following you on Twitter and whatnot. Your membership with 201Ironman is still active as well so feel free to continue to share some of your veteran Ironman wisdom with us IM virgins.

Finally, I just wanted to share a link to a new story with you. A friend of mine from high school formed a group of 12 to set the Guinness World Record (currently unverified) for most bars visited within a 24 hour period. In 24 hours, they visited 170 bars in Chicago complete with "Chicago Marathon Pub Crawl" t-shirts.

http://chicagobarworldrecord.tumblr.com/post/1517627843/chicago-shatters-world-record

She said I need a goal said...

I really don't know what to say. It's funny, I found your blog in Dec 2009 as you started your journey for Kona and I started mine. You have been a huge part of my progress, inspiring and a great cheering section for me, not to mention my daily coffee reading. I hope you'll at least post what races you'll do in 2011 cause I know you will do some. I will definitely keep in touch via twitter. Oh and I'll see you on Sunday if I can sneak into the Y.

PS - if you translate my tattoo script "Mita haluat, on sinussa", it means "What you want is in you". You were the one that said that to me, it has stuck with me since then pushing me forward, inspiring me to keep going in training and in life. It's my mantra now.

JohnP said...

Wow, great finish to the blog. I have a few things that come to mind as I read it..

1) I want my damn TPPF money back. You can just refund it through paypal or something!

2) WTF am I going to do at work now? I mean, I read the blog every morning over coffee. My employer might expect me to work now. Pfft nah, I'm sure I'll find another blog to read regularly.

3) Damn. How are we all going to keep in touch? I'm going to make a point to follow everyone that comments on this post so we can keep the Training Payne Cult Followers connected somehow. Don't lose touch, this is just as much a community as it is some crazy guy's training blog.

4) Glad you wrapped it up this way. Take some time off, enjoy it. I still expect to see a reincarnation of this blog in the form of the next epic journey. I'm still thinking double Ironman or go finish what Epic Bill started and swim the channel. Something BIG. I know you scoff at it now, but the seed has been planted. This will eat away at you until you give in and just do it already ;)

5) I always knew you were crazy. I didn't think it was that much of a secret :)

6) Thanks for everything!

7) CAN I HAVE YOU SCHTUFF!!!! I CALLED DIBS ON IT FIRST ADENA SO NA NA NANA NA. I need a tri bike, give me a good deal. Or are you afraid I'll finish a double Ironman before you? You scared? Seriously though, I'm looking for a used bike. Can anyone help for that matter?

8) Re: #1 - I never donated to TPPF so there was nothing to refund. This should save me from the 'Peoples Elbow' I hope.

9) OK, maybe I'll donate now. I was hoping for a post-Kona party to donate, but I guess a post-blog party will do to. Let me know when the invites are gettin' delivered lol

Glad to see you played it smart at the marathon. I wouldn't imagine the victory lap any other way. Perfect!

She said I need a goal said...

Damn you JohnProc!! I wanted his stuff, bhey I still get what's left when he's dead right.. haha

and we DO need a post Kona party Bryan.

Maybe we need TPPF forum to support the community now that the blog is gone.

Kats76 said...

Dublin girl here! Seriously sad the blog is finishing but best of luck, I started reading your blog when i started tri's earlier in the year. Found it great way to keep sane while minding two toddlers! Recently my daughter (3) diagnosed with autism so my exercise even more important to me now and as i've said before you've been my inspiration in lots of ways to get out there keep doing it etc...found your last blog very moving and i'm more inspired than ever so THANK YOU, even had few tears as I know all too well now how delicate we all are and how we take mental health for granted.
Cheers, owe you a beer, will contribute!!

DRog said...

B -

YES!!!!! THIS IS SO FREAKIN AWESOME. You have a great story, I'm SUPER happy for you.

I am SO grateful I "stumbled" onto your blog in January. You have helped me to make the decision to start my own blog, you have helped me to train harder and push more. You have helped me to not take myself so seriously and have fun with family work and training.

I am just completely struck by the similarities in our stories as I read your own PFG account...
our diagnosis might have differed, but we had basically the same exact symptoms! (irritable demanding depressed manic insecure and Extremely Self Centered! haha)
Also my turnaround came very close in age to when yours did,(36 for me) and basically the exact calendar time frame, mine being March 2007.
I would not be alive today had I not married my wife. When you write about Alice I totally get it.

Thank you so much for sharing your experience strength and hope with all of us.

I look forward to staying in touch as I have your contact info, and I am thrilled I will be working toward starting my first IM with you next July. Seems only fitting as I was asking you bike questions back in January! Please expect more Q's over the coming months! - haha

And what a great NY trip, great report and perfect cap to an incredible year. You deserved that.

SUCK IT UP BABY!!!

all the best

D

Johan Stemmet said...

B
I'm not gonna say good buy as it's not. Although it is sad knowing that there's no blog to look forward to.

Since we conected via the blog you were just this amazing friend, thank you.

Thank you for sharing your story, Appreciate your courage, honesty and your sincere way in which you share it,

I am really touched by your story and must say you were a world class patient but in my eyes your are now a world class husband, triathlete, father, business man, friend and motivator.

will keep contact and may we meet soon.

ciao
J

Doug said...

Amazing year, amazing story. Thank you so much for sharing. I've learned a lot about living from reading your blog.

Take care of yourself until we hear from you again.

Doru said...

B., your story is truly amazing. I understand that it was not easy for you to write it, but I am so glad that you did it. It will influence, give hope and inspire lots of people.

You have already influenced me in many ways since I started following your blog, more than a year ago. Your PFG story clearly demonstrates that "nothing's impossible" and I'll remember it for many years to come. It will motivate me to keep going forward when I won't feel like doing it.

THANK YOU! I am going to make a last (unless you change your mind and continue blogging - Ha-ha) contribution to the Training Payne Party Fund.

fatboy_jj said...

Holy shit! Really? Taking a break from blogging are we? I think you wrote less when you were writing every day. Good stuff though, keep it coming, i'm more motivated every time I read your blog. Cheers!

CouplaHounds said...

Thanks for sharing your story, Bryan. Like everything else you do, you are leading by example, wearing your heart on your sleeve, and showing more courage in one person than entire communities!

This decision has obviously weighed heavily on you and not made hastily, but I do hope we will still see you 'around' and I like your idea of 'popping in' to peoples' lives on their blogs and such. It's great, actually. I really hope you don't drop off the airwaves anytime soon as your stories and inspiration touched so many. I WILL miss reading your blog but I hope to read comments and stories from / about you in others' blogs. So you better be commenting and keeping people updated on your activities!

~ Derek

David O'Sullivan said...

TrainingPayne, thanks man for the blog. Been a highlight of recent years getting to know you and twittering. Having the courage to say what you did shows the true measure of who you are. You didn't have to, but you did and everyone you have touched applauds you for the honesty, strength and balls to do so.

Eight weeks ago I was diagnosed with a classic case of Adult Attention Deficit Disorder or ADD. Like your story, I know its not something that makes me walk differently or look different. Its something to get used to, something you're born with.

For me it helped explain behaviour in the last twenty years, and explained a lot to my wife also. I was upset but also massively relieved to know why. It still scared me though. Last week I lost my job due to old habits I had that caught up with me. But I know now that the future will be way more positive. I have good drugs and good counselling. I have exercise and good daily rituals.

Thanks Bryan for sharing your story, I will keep in touch and one day if you get to Nashville, you have a place to stay, and an Irish friend here who will be more than willing to equal (or most likely better) your Amstel exploits.

Cheers Buddy,
Sully

Brybrarobry said...

First off, overall thanks for the very nice comments.

Second off, you can always communicate to me in the future through the comment section, I'll always replay. I figure it will be my Training Payne Forum. haha.

Third, I was thinking about it and if you donated money or wanted to donate money but now don't want to because the blog ended, here's my response "You have 1034 posts to read. This ain't no current affairs blog. This is a journey from Fat to Fit to Ironman, it' more like a book. Just because a book is old doesn't mean it's not worth reading" AND "if you want to understand the journey, you can always start from day one and read one post a day, that will tie you up for a few years. haha" AND "if you've read all the posts, re-read them now that you know I'm bi-polar, treat it like WHERE'S WALDO and try to find the post that my BIPOLAR is showing. haha. I'll give you one tip, the posts I did about CC are ALL BIPOLAR. Even with training as my balancer, it took days to get over those comments. haha. Now go find more, there is a lot in there. haha".

AND who knows, maybe in 1034 days I'll fire up the blog again, then it will feel like I've been here the entire time.

P.S. There is still going to be the HOUSE OF PAYNE BEER RUN for those that are interested.

Now, onto the comment responses:

S, thank bro. One day we HAVE to meet and that goes to all the regular commentors.

M, Thank for the props on the race. I'm glad you liked the story, I've already gotten some personal emails from people that are struggling with similar circumstances. I'm always open to help where ever I can. I like your idea about Reid and his movies, he's actually very disappointed I'm not blogging, I think he liked the limelight. I'll definately be tweeting his movies. He's got a world class camera coming soon and it's going to hurt my pocket book. (He better make lots of movies. haha.) BTW, I loved your "I will punch them in their face" comment. hahaha. Actually I'd take the punch to the face before I take another "peoples elbow". haha.

B, I'm definitely stopping by when I come through Windsor and I EXPECT you to do the same when you come through Burlington. Your definitely on the list for the Beer Run. Thanks for the kind words, like I said, who knows in 1034 days I may be back.

Continuted

Brybrarobry said...

This one I want to start with THANKING the new contributors to the TRAINING PAYNE blog. Thanks for the beers and cigars.

Kevin Neuman - $25
Kathryn Murphy - $20
Doru Sandor - $75 (which is his 5th donation and puts him Number 3 top donor on the TPPF.

Thanks again to all of you, I'll be toasting in your honour this weekend.

Now back to the replys

P. 5:45 am and you were up earlier, now that's committment bro. Weird about mirroring each other in philly. Did you also go for a philly cheese steak at one of those legendary places that are across the street from each other? Glad you learnt about the "sandwich run with beer in the middle", you don't find too many books with those tombs of wisdom. haha. Thanks for the props and I don't get the 11.24? and I've been thinking hard about it? Fill me in.

IBT, Thanks. I'm sorry to hear about your family member, I know how tough it is being bipolar and the hurt it could cause others around them. The one thing about treatment, is I've learnt it's a life long commitment and even when your better you deal with controlling it everyday. I hope your family member is doing better now.

Funny about Steelhead, I loved that race AND the jersey. Keep me posted where your racing, I'm still going to post my 2011 race schedule on the side of this blog so if your doing any of the races I am, lets hook up. I looked at the link, now that looks like MAJOR FUN. haha.

A, I still plan on being around and don't worry, any training payne parties I have, I'll definitely send you an invite. I'm 99% sure I'm going to have a post Kona party. My birthday is coming up on Nov 21, a Saturday and it might be the perfect time. I'll be making a decision in the next day or two. The Keg is near FULL. haha.

Now, your last comment, you put a tear in MY eye. I'm very touched that you would get a tattoo based on some advice I gave you. Most people don't listen to me and you not only did, but got a tattoo with the saying. Again, I'm touched and honoured.

The only thing I ask is that you don't get a tattoo with the advice I give about "Man who go to bed with an ichy bum, wake up with stinky finger ". haha

JP, First off, GREAT comment. One of your best. I will answer in order.

#1 You Pussy, why doing you man up, ask for you money back (heck I'll even pretend you donated and refund you the money) and take up Matty-O's offer on a punch to the face and the people's elbow. If you did that, that would be EPIC. haha.

#2. I'd suggest you go back to doing what you were doing before you started reading my blog...."surf porn". haha.

#3 I agree, that's the hardest part for me stopping, losing the sense of community. It will all work out.

#4 You never know about a reincarnation. As soon as I finish the next journey I'm working on, you never know. I'm sure I'll try something epic one day, but truth be told, I'm a LONG WAY from even holding EPIC BILLS jock strap, he's beyond comprehesible.

#5 hahaha. Good one and true. haha.

#6 Your welcome.

#7 Mr. non-TPPF contributor thinks he's going to get the jump on TPPF Adena. Need I say more? Can't help with the SCHTUFF, but I will make you a deal. IF YOU sign up for a double or triple, I'll sign up and do it with you. Money in the bank. AND as a motivator, IF you sign up, I promise I WILL give you a couple pieces from my Ironman clothing line. A pair of my socks. You better do it soon or the socks may have holes in them. hahaha.

#8 - Refer to #1. haha.

#9 Hey to me a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush. haha. Don't worry, IF the Mrs. allows the party, your invited regardless if you donate or not. Although with the money your saving from not buying your wife a bike, "just saying". hahaha.

Thanks again for the props and some funny comments, not all, but some. hahaha.

Too be continuted.

Brybrarobry said...

A, refer to reply #9 haha. And yes your right. Keep your calendar open for Nov 2Oth. Damn, I THINK I just made an executive decision for the 20th, maybe. haha. For all those TPPF contributors, I'd suggest you keep that day open. haha.

K, Thanks for the comment. I feel for you about having to deal with two little ones and a third with autism. I'm glad your able to make time to exercise, great move!!!

I hope everything works out and if there is anything I can do, pls let me know. I've also got to get out to Ireland, some of my ancestors came from Ireland. I must have the Irish gene. haha.

Thanks again for the donation. I'll be tipping one back in your honour and send good karma your way.

D, haha, I knew YOU'D like it. Truth be told I was TOUCHED by your story and honesty when you posted it. It is something I'll never forget, it was "courageous" and was part of the motivation that I decided to tell my story.

I'm glad I could help and I love your blog. Your looking like your doing a GREAT job with those 3 little girls. Definitely our stories are similar except you went to prison and I went into a locked phyc ward. You probably had better food. haha.

We definitely have to stay in touch, I'm REALLY looking forward to doing IMLP with you, Simon, Rodney, Mandy and John. I hope I didn't miss anyone else. If I did, drop me and email and I'll but it in my IMLP email folder.

I'm glad you enjoyed the blog and I be glad to help you anyway I can.

SIU Baby!!! I love it. We should get some made up for IMLP - Suck it up on the front and Live Yourself to Death on the Back. We'll all look like the SIU gang. haha.

J, I agree 100%, it's not a good bye at all. I also agree about our friendship, I think you and I connected first and I've always felt a deep friendship and kinship with yourself and I still very much do.

Thank you very much about the kind words. At one time in my life I couldn't say "thank you" when complimented. Now I can, "Thank you".

If we DON'T meet, that would be the only regret of my life. I'm expecting you to eventually make it out to Canada and do an Ironman with me. If not, I'll have to come to SA and do one, but I need more money to move somewhere and train over the winter. There is NO WAY I'm doing 6-7 hour indoor trainer rides. haha.

D, Thanks, it's been as fun for me too.

D, what can I say, you are a TRUE FRIEND and one of the few people I meet nowadays that are a "stand up" guy. Someone who cares about others and has a moral compass. I love hanging out with you.

I'm glad I could help. Also, I checked out your training log yesterday and didn't see any boxes filled in. What's up? haha. Don't worry, I have it book marked and I DO look at it every once in a while, I'm watching you. haha. (P.S. Keep your Calendar open Nov 20. Shhh)

FBJJ, hahaha, no kidding. That blog post took almost 16 hours of total writing. No joke. Glad you enjoyed it.

D, thanks, sometimes that's been my downfall, but I know we ALL have our demons and convictions, some share, some don't, but we all have them. No one's perfect and if they say they are, one of their demons is being a "liar". haha.

Thanks for the really nice words and yes I don't plan on going anywhere. I've got your blog and others bookmarked and I will be popping or pooping in comments from time to time, depending how I feel. For Matty-O's and John Procs it's primarily "pooping". haha.

Brybrarobry said...

Sully, thanks for the kind words and thanks for following. Your definitely one of those people I WILL hook up with. I may even do a road trip down to Nashville for no reason but to party with you. haha.

Sorry to hear about the losing of the Job and happy to hear that you found out about the AADD. At least you can learn about it and what you need to do to control and cope with it.

I'm really glad to hear you've got some good help, it sound like your dealing with it really productively. Always remember the problem is YOU, it's the chemicals and wiring in your body. The only other advice I could offer is to "LOOK FOR THE POSITIVES", there is many. For every negative there is a plus. Never forget that and NEVER dwell on the negatives. Just work around them.

I'd love to come to Nashville , crash at your place and drink all night long. I don't care if you beat me, I prefer it, then at least I don't have to stay up and tweet drunk all by myself. hahaha.

We will meet one day.

B

Brybrarobry said...

Opps almost forgot. Scott @ree_ti_re, I thought is was only fitting that you made the first comment after my last post. You were also the FIRST person to donate to the TPPF. Thanks bro. Big Man love, not sexual like Simon would offer you, just a fist pump and double chest bump. If Simon says he wants to give you man love....RUN.....haha

B

My Boring Triathlon Blog said...

Dude....$11:24....Your Kona finishing time!!!! I thought you'd get that in a second!! (although I wasn't sure how it would show up on your end because Paypal converted from $US to $Cdn)

Didn't have any philly sandwiches but I did have a Kobe Steak. Unfucking real. It is out of this world. Guaranteed to blow any diet and the best thing....free!!! My boss picked up the tab. I think my steak alone was around $75. If you ever get the chance to have Kobe steak, I'd highly recommend it especially if its free.

5:45 am is very late. I've gone running at 4:30 am in order to squeeze in a 2 hour run and gone biking at 4:45 am. Do you have idea how fucking dark the roads are at that time north of the city? A cow could be lying on the road and I wouldn't see it until I went flying over my handlebars

Keep in touch

My Boring Triathlon Blog said...

A dumb question but wouldn't you spend MORE time reading and commenting on other people's blog than writing your own blog given how many followers you have?

JohnP said...

And there you have it folks. The beginnings of the new era of a TP blog. He has committed himself now:

IF YOU sign up for a double or triple, I'll sign up and do it with you.

Now I just have to figure out how to finish an Ironman. Is it humanly possible to do a double the next year? Ask me at the end of IM Lake Placid... I may change my mind REAL quick lol. Mission impossible baby! lol

baker said...

great race report! congrats on finishing, but im sorry to hear about the knee issues. i know exactly what you mean about walking in the middle of the street because of the crowds.

really great PFG story too.

AND Perfect Pint?! I go there all the time! my buddy Mike (Ahern, in case you read my posts) lives on 45th and 2nd and it's his favorite bar. The roof is my favorite. You can actually sit at a table with a tap.

scottcarmack said...

Shit. Never expected you to be a quitter. I'm so depressed. Your blog was a highlight for me. Always found encouragement in your humor and candor.

I wish you the very best. Don't stay gone too long. I think I need a smoke an a pancake.

Zoey said...

Wow. I've been reading your blog for well over a year now and it has always been a topic of conversation with my husband over supper : "Did you know Training Payne did (fill in the blank) yesterday?. He's like super human!" I was always amazed by your ability to train like you did while balancing what seemed to be a very active social life and envied that. I'm such a "home body" and just crash and relax after my little training sessions. And for you now to share your struggles with mental illness all these years makes your story all the more amazing - and it does explain a few of your behaviours (LOL).

Anyways... Just wanted to say that I will truly miss reading your blog every day. I hope I'll be surprised one day by checking out your blog and seeing a new post!

Before I close off, can I ask you a question? You do so much training and seem to be able to keep such great stats of your training -- what tool do you use to track your training? And would you mind sharing with me?

Thank you again for sharing with us and all the best. I just hope you know that we enjoy reading you and don't judge you at all. I can't help but wonder if you're decision to "retire from blogging" is a defense mechanism to go in hiding now that you've shared your very personal story with the world.

Brybrarobry said...

P, Doh....I can't believe I didn't get that one. Just shows how much I cared about the time. hahaha. I just got an email from Barclay and he got it immediately. haha.

Wow, next time I'm going for the steak. And double WOW for the early morning riding. My hat goes off to you. I could never do that, no way. I hate riding in the dark too, with all those little critters running across the road and cars coming in the opposite direction with their lights on. It freaks me out.

No, not more time, I just do it when I have free time. The blogging daily was too tough and de-focusing my next goal/journey. Plus, I only follow about 8 blogs regularly.

JP, I definitely will sign up, but not necessary blog about it, but who knows. haha. Yup, next year's IMLP will be the test, you'll do it. It's not easy, but I know you'll do it, or I will ride your ass long time. (Chinese voice). haha.

B, thanks. Knee was bad but I still really enjoyed the race, glad to hear I wasn't alone in the middle of the road feelings. Wow, sitting at a table with a tap, unbelievable. We got there around 2 am and it was only the main floor rocking. For sure, next time it's a must go and I'll email you to join us.

S, I'm no quitter, just a mover on-er to another challenge. Quitting to me is getting fat and going backwards. haha. Nice try to goad me back into writing the blog though. haha. Thanks for the props, haha about the smoke and the pancake. haha.

Z, glad you liked the blog, you can always read backwards, there is some GOOD stuff in there up until you started reading it. That way you won't feel I'm not blogging. haha.

haha, yeah you can manage bipolar but you can't get rid of it, as much as it can be a curse, it can also be a blessing.

You never know, ONE day I may be back. Actually, truth be told, I haven't stopped blogging. I have another one I'm doing, but me and Alice are the only ones that can see it. It's very personal and at some point, after I accomplish my goal, I may "release it" to the world. It's definitely very raw. haha.

In terms of the training, I use www.mapmyrun.com very easy and FREE. Actually, if you go to the side bar of my blog, you'll see a link that says my training log. It's still being updated so at anytime if you want to see the workouts I did that day, week or month you can. Plus, knowing people are looking at it definitely motivates me.

No, I didn't stop blogging because I shared the bipolar story. I've never been ashamed of being bipolar and I've told many people about it. There's a LOT more posts in the blog about my antics that are much more embarrasing or personal. haha.

My reason to stop is I have a new challenge in front of me and I need to stay hyper focused, just as the Training Payne blog helped me do. I really find blogging keeps you focused and like I said earlier, I haven't quit blogging, I'm just blogging with a different focused slant and I may share it one day.

Thanks again for the nice words and you never know, I may be back in 1034 days. haha.

Caratunk Girl said...

B -

I don't even know where to start. Your PFG story is amazing and inspiring. You are such an awesome guy who has so many gifts - it sounds like Alice has been your biggest gift of all in life. I don't remember reading that you guys met when you were 16. WOW. I know in my gut that you will have helped someone out there with your story. Thank you so much for sharing.

I have told you this before, your Triathlon Song Video pushed me over the edge to sign up for my first triathlon - and I watch it often when I need a little "push".

Great, fantastic RR. I don't even know where to start on that. I hope I win the NYC lottery so I can run next year.

I will miss your blog so much. I always read them, caught up, might not have always commented though. At least we can go to our favorite posts and laugh it all up again!

You are 100% right on - you have to listen to your heart. I want to hug you goodbye - you just wait until IMLP, you are getting a big Mandy bear hug! So is Alice!

OK, signing off Training Payne, see you at IMLP! AND wahhahaha I have your email address so I can still pump you for IMLP info as we get closer!! :)

Doru said...

Thanks for the kind words Bryan. I am very proud to be your friend. And I love, too, hanging out with you. Who doesn't?

Since I finished IMLP, I decided to take a break from training. It was supposed to be a short one but then the time allocated for training has been slowly filled with other activities. Here I am, 4 months later, still taking a break and complaining that I do not have much time for training. Thanks for the reminder and for watching me. It is time to put the training on the front burner again. I got to follow your and other’s example and keep my blog up to date. Once you make a decision public, it holds you accountable.
Ouch, the only important day booked in my calendar is Nov. 20th. It is my son’s birthday and we’ve already invited friends over to our house.

Brybrarobry said...

M, thanks. Yup, we've been together 29 years. I hope your right about helping someone, it's not fun. Haha, about the song, I watch it to to get inspired.

Yeah, you'd love NYC marathon, especially after having the title "Ironman".

Thanks for the reading, your comments were great. From the start I felt a bond and yes, you can always go back to some of those funny ones. haha.

Definitely looking forward, BIG TIME, to IMLP. The day after I'm already preparing for, I want to race just for the after party. haha.

And please, anything I can help you with, EMAIL ME.


D, don't worry, I'll be checking up on your training log and poking you off the couch from the internet. haha.

Man, the 20th is booked, DAMN!!! I REALLY wanted you to be there. OH WELL.......I guess I'll have to change the date. No big deal. We'll do it sometime before Christmas.

There's no way one of "my brothers from another mother" isn't making it, AND, the third largest contributor to the TPPF. I want to make sure you come and enjoy as many pulls from the Kegerator that you can pull. And I know you wished you tried the bong, so I'll even pull out the bong just for you. haha.

B

She said I need a goal said...

I have to say I'm happy you're changing the 20th because I have to go to a birthday party that night. It's my mother's 82 year old boyfriend's birthday and I'm already commited to attending.

Still trying to figure a way in on Sunday to hear you talk (heckle you).

Doru said...

I feel flattered and in the same time guilty that you had to change the date just for me. Thanks and I really appreciate it. And you don't have to pull out the bong just for me. That thing is scary. Hopefully (for me and probably for you, too) Alice won't allow you to do it. Ha-ha.

Doru said...

I just read Adena's comment and I do not feel that guilty anymore :-).

Tim said...

Bryan, Just wanted to say thanks for inspiring me to get into this crazy sport of triathlon. I have only been a reader since July but a regular reader ever since. I just did my first race, a sprint in September. I am now hooked for life. You have inspired me because you have shown that anything is possible with hard work and effort. Perhaps more importantly you have shown that you can still be a regular guy and drink beer, like I really LOVE to do, and still train and compete at the full IM distance. I admire you for your accomplishments as both an athlete and a human being.....Cheers!

Pedalman said...

After reading this post for the 4th time, I've finally decided to drop a message.
First of all, I'm glad you scored those Amstel glasses cause they're pretty sweet. I can't believe you decided to actually have some real alcohol and I wasn't there, that's not right. Haha.
Your journey has inspired 100's of people to go from fat to fit. You upped the ante with 'PFG' club and the numbers keep climbing. You also inspired others that you had no idea about.
For the majority of my life I've battled with clinical depression. I've spent days in the hospital and countless hours secluded in my own thoughts. I clearly remember one morning close to a year ago waking up and feeling it press down on me. I grabbed my cell to make a call and on my home screen was 'SIU'&'PMA'. I had put it on there to remind myself for training purposes. I used it and all the conversations via twitter and the blog we've had to get out of bed that morning and many times since. They've been fewer and further apart since that day.
Whatever you choose to do in this world, I say 'SIU and PMA'
Now let's have a beer!

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